| I feel so terrible........................... today I nearly passed out in Science... (7th period)
First I started getting hot, and I had a jacket on, so i took it off. But i was still soooooooooooooooooooooo hot. Then i started feeling all dizzy and shit.... and i couldn't breath, my heart was beating INCREDIBLY fast... it felt like i wasn't getting enough oxygen, not like i was choking though... it felt like i was gonna die if my lungs didn't get enough oxygen... we were doing a test, and i layed down on the table, but was so hot and dizzy and couldn't breath that i started twisting and turning (like when you're trying to find a good position to sleep in). i couldn't take it after awhile, so i grabbed my jacket and left my books and bookbag were it was and went up to Mr. Harry's desk and said "Mr. Harry, I don't feel well..." i think i told him i was dizzy and couldn't breath, but he grabbed me by the wrist and told those two hispanic girls near Ms. bailey's office to roll her chair down the hallway. i felt so so weak and dizzy....he rolled me to ms. bailey's office and i felt as if i was going to pass out... he told Kezia to go get my card from his room with my contact numbers on it... he called the nurse and she took like 5 minutes to get to the 2nd floor... then he called my mother. by that time maybe 10 min had passed and Ms. Bailey finally came, then they slowly took me to the nurse's office on the 1st floor... Ms. Bailey held my hand the whole time. When I got up from the chair, my dizziness went away and was replaced by the worst headache i've ever felt in my life. it felt like something was trying to break out of my skull, and the throbbing hurt so bad, it's indescribable... So she took my blood pressure and temperature, said i was fine (wtf?!!!! i felt like i was going to die and she said i was fine?!!!!!!!!!! i hate that nurse) and then opened the windows... I waited like a half and hour until my dad came to pick me up... so i've been home since 2:00... even now i still have a headache, it hasn't diminished yet...
not only that yesterday i really hurt my tailbone and fibula as well as my arms after that damn 6 ft boy picked me up and tossed me on the ground... i felt like a damn ragdoll... when i woke up this morning my throat was so dry that it hurts like hell if i laugh or cough... on the right side of my chest is this pain, as if a rib punctured an organ or something....
what the hell is wrong with me?!!
God, help me, i feel so terrible.................. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment   |
| HAPPY 40TH BIRTHDAY, hide-SAMA~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You'll never be forgotten!! | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I WON SOMETHING!!!
Back in December Gackt held that Gackt Surprise Party thingy, and yesterday I received a package from them - a small but special cellphone strap and a paper with a message in Japanese (could only read about 5 lines, though)!
Not only that, I sent in the card after the 20th (the deadline), but I guess it didn't matter!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Koshi Inaba "Peace of Mind"
disc 1
1 おかえり
2 Wonderland
3 The Race
4 正面衝突
5 水平線
6 すべての幸せをｵｱｽﾞｹに
7 Tamayura
8 ﾊｽﾞﾑｾｶｲ
9 幸福への長い坂道
10 横恋慕
11 Saihate Hotel
12 I Am Your Baby
13 透明人間
14 あの命この命
disc 2
1『Rock Odyssey 2004』ライブ映像
Nakashima Mika "Oborozukiyo Inori"
朧月夜 ~ 祈り
2
ｵﾘｼﾞﾅﾙ曲 (ﾀｲﾄﾙ未定)
3
月の砂漠
4
雪の華 (葉加瀬太郎 Ver.)
5
朧月夜 (Remix)
6
ｵﾘｼﾞﾅﾙ曲 (Remix)
7
ｵﾘｼﾞﾅﾙ曲 (Instrumental) | | comments: Leave a comment |
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| 卒業
Someone please tell me "this isn't happening"
tell me "I'll see him again"
I wanted to hear from you,
how you really felt about me
i wanted to see you today
but you weren't here
i didn't even get to say goodbye
you just left without a word
this was our graduation but
that doesn't mean we stop being friends, I wonder?
Someone please don't tell me "that picture means nothing"
don't tell me "i didn't like taking it"
if i had known that i wouldn't see you today
i would have tried harder to talk to you yesterday
the closest we have ever been
oh, your arm around my waist...
this picture of us together
will be the only solid piece of reality I'll see
this was our gradution but
that doesn't mean you stop remembering, I wonder?
I just wanted to see you one more time
please, God, don't let this be the last time
there is no way that i will ever forget you
no matter what happens i'll always love you
this picture of us together
will be the last solid piece of reality I'll see for now
till the ends of time
these moments will be engraved deeply into the rocks of love...
alternate ending:
till the ends of time
these moments will be engraved painfully deep into the rocks of life
June 25 2004
I wrote this myself... Gods, how I love that boy... I just want to see him again....just one more time, if we can't be together... | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
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| I love the rain...
Lots of rain-oriented songs(title, music, lyrics, etc):
Miyavi - ashita tenki ni naare
LUNA SEA - Rain
LUNA SEA - Storm
Gackt - rain
Bonnie Pink - It's Gonna Rain
Buck-Tick - Nocturne ~ Rain Song~
Shiina Ringo - Yami ni Furu Ame
And lots more! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | 浜崎あゆみ - HANABI | | Security: | | | Subject: | Playlist | | Time: | 02:09 pm | | Current Mood: |  hot |
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| Playlist
( playlist )
If you didn't read the top, all low quality files are .wma.
AIM is Ryoko152. AIM does not work all the time. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
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ACE is my nickname from school... | | comments: Leave a comment |
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